Friday, 23 October 2009

  • errr..

    I know I should be happy, but why do I feel like there's something missing? Like, I still feel uneasy and I feel like something's holding me back. I can't entirely explain everything, but I SHOULD be happy...somehow.

    ...gonna give it a second shot.
    (and if for some crazy reason everything makes sense to me one day...I won't hesitate)

    gaah. relationships.

    I know we talked about not keeping anything from each other, but this..is really making me feel so...
    ...I really feel so...uneasy.


Wednesday, 21 October 2009

  • that was fast?

    God works in mysterious ways.


  • confuuussion.

    It feels like the problems won't stop coming. Everyday I face a new challenge in my life, one after another. It piles up. As much as I really want to give up right now, I just can't yet. I know God is telling me something RIGHT NOW, but I can't seem to pinpoint on what it is..just yet. It's been months that I've been feeling this way...this crazy, rollercoaster ride of emotions. Yes, I am tired of crying and I am tired of being stressed out.
    I know, it sounds REALLY crazy, but this is exactly what I'm feeling. In time, I'll understand....

    Dear You,
    I hope you'll understand. Please do me a favor...be happy for me.
    I ask you just this once, please? I know it will be hard for you and that you'll hate me forever, but I have to do this. Selfish? Yes, but I want you to understand.
    Please?
    Good times...and bad.

    Always,
    P


Monday, 21 September 2009

  • Trust.

    Proverbs 3:5-6

     5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart
           and lean not on your own understanding;

     6 in all your ways acknowledge him,
           and He will make your paths straight.



    Pristine = confused, but I will place all my trust to God and pray that everything will be settled out just like He wants it to be. He is telling me something at this very moment and I will listen. Whatever it is, I will acknowledge it.

Monday, 14 September 2009

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